Blood on the Blade

dude, paintball was tight, had fun all the way.

bummer of a weekend. i'm an idiot. but of course everyone knows that, yeah, i don't know what to say but i'm sorry and hope things can be great again. i know they can, and i had a great time with you, as i always do.

its amazing who you'll meet at a concert, as evident by the finger eleven show tonight.

............................yet.

up late as usual, loved the finger eleven show, you all shoulda been there, it was awesome.


anyways, hop[efully ill see eveybody this week before i leave this weekend for paintball, that includes prono shopping with someone and just plaion hanging out with someone else and well who knows with everrybody else, gotta go, see ya


good luck with seeing all of you, im only one man..............................now.

updating, went to the evanescence concert on friday, saw like thousands of 8th grade wannabe goth girls singing to amy lee. was kinda funny, hey i ran with the goths in middle school, so anyways,

also went to linkin park tonight. i like hoobastank, and lp put on a great show, they're not bad. go sean from san jose!!!

i like in n out burger too, thanx guys!!!

i hoper i never spend that much on valentine's day ever, if i do, then shoot me, please.


think it might be time for sleep, maybe, just thinkin'. i just got home so it doesnt feel tooo late, well i just might.

good luck on your sabaticle kathryn, talk to you when you get back from abstinence.


have to finish plato tmo, good luck to me. and must do laundry also, hopefully ill m ake it until the end of the mointh on my current financial situation, itll be nice to have some cash. okay, im really going to sleep now, watching movies and concertts, whatn a dlife!!



p.s. - seeing finger eleven tomorrow at slims. this concert is only a dollar and five cents. kudos toi me, u all are jealous, i know it. heres to not knopwing anybody at a concert!!!! yipppeee!!!!

should be asleep by now but dont really need to go to sleep since school starts hella late tmo. anyways, trying to fil the time with stuff i know ill think of tmo. maybe i should go to sleep instead of trying to think of a reason to stay up


did ya get that?

hopefully, whew



i like sifting through magic cards and seeing someive never seen before, even though i know most of them its ref4reshing to see something knew, or even something pretty old. the cards suck though, but hey they were freee




ive had so much pink lemonade i the last 2 weeks. dude, its like a liter of lemonade a day. thats so much!!! anyways, gotta go drink some soda or something, could be worse:-P


god help me if im still up in a few hours.


ill try not to refer to "you girls" as you girls anymore, okay. woops :-)



good luck with lacrosse, you should be a wrecking machine now that you're like running and working out and stuff, you could probably kick my ass! but seriously, hope you do well.

glad you're happy, thats the most important thing.


and if you dont read this, please someone tell her that for me, thanx.


long post, but its getting towards the end, trust me. quantity, not quality. well okay, im trying to think of something to post. if anyone is around in town for ski week next week then gimme a call cuz i want to see whoever you are and hang out. come see my place in sf or i might be in town. at least call me so i know you're ijn town. or else ill assume you're off to the snow with the rest of the girls and boys who have ski week off (bastards didnt do it fopr woddside!!!) but its okay, cuz i got over it.

okay, signing off now, see everyone around and hope to talk to you soon,


oh yeah thats great about book study, told you you should go. to see hot guys like joe there. ;-) and hwatever else seemed to be so much fun. charlie is quite a gag. anyways


really going now, really.

okay, last post, seriously considering sleep, although if i dont make it give my reagrds to ................. um............... well juist give them to someone. i would want them to have them....yeah.

maybe watch jackass again, hmmmmmmmmmm

should sleep..............

burning cds for peeps

u want something i have or think i might have then ask and id be glad to. rock on!!

have econ tmo and wrestling and meteorology. goofd imtes because my meter teacher isd a great guy. names oswaldo and he loves to joke around. born in havana and a cooolm dude

you should mee thim somtime

up late as usual, not much to post.

i like talking ot you girls on aim, its fun because i feel likke i can multitask to some degree and its comforting. it makes me happy.

myspace.com isn't that bad. at least for now, ya know?

why am i still up?
i mean, i have no reason to be, sux, i just keep stayinup. well, off to sleep or maybe post later on because i cant sleep


righto. okay then


get delirious when have no sleep

actually gotta do homework tonight, even though i'm college, i have to dhomework once every two weeks. anyways, its about plato so you girls probably klnow more than i do.

yeah, myspace isn't that bad, meting some peeps for aim and whatnot. yeah, knowm somebody who now works at hillosdale

goodtimes, oh yeah just in case people haven't been here for a while or know nothing of me, i don't spell check and i rarely ever go back over what i write. so if i merss up, that sucks, because itll be like that forever!!


cool beanss


sage, t.o., tyler,

whichever you prefer

gona stay up late tonight becauyse of no school until 3:30. so that should be interesting. but i guess i'm already up late because its after 1 am so i've already accomplished my goals, yay ma.

anyways, i've go t so many new aimers to talk to now, it seems my cry for help finaly got out there. thanx you girls.


need to start working out more, wrestling is gonna klill me if i don't and i want to actuALLy make it on the team next year or a team next year if i dtry out. which i will since wrestling is tisight. hope all is well in dreamland, voodooland, and funland. except bob funland.

hint: find the family guy reference.

i like wheat thins, just not the salty ones.

who woulda thought miilions of years of evolution and kids would want to spend the entire weekend looking up trivia, run for fun, who woulds thunk it?

song quote for today:

"From green to red our days pass by waiting,
For a sign to tell us why,
Are we dancing all alone?

Collect some stars to shine for you,
Start today cuz there's only a few,
The sign of times my friend."

In Flames - Trigger



generic foreign goodbye...

it was great "talking" to you meaghan, emily, blythe, and caddie.
i enjoyed immensely.


btw, is it correct to say "talking?" i mean, its more of a conversation with typed words. i don't like "chat" but i guess that applies a lot better.

anyways, anybody doin the ski trip or is breakaway and church in general not a priority. no problem, just wondering because i feel like nobody cares anymore, thats too bad.

one more thing before i sink my teeth into a great george foreman grilled cheesegurger:

uhhhhhhh, add me to your aim and keep in touch. daily posts to this blog will be a lot easier fopr me if i know theres demand for my input (okay i know nobody really cares, so humor me). there it is, g'night

feel like a cheeseburger tonight, time to put that gril to some use!!

ill be in town this wekeend so feel free to call my cell phone and give me a holler cuz id love to at see some of you again

i was just perusing some recent blogs and i noticed somethin: most blogs have mike under there referrals, yet i am absent.

i mean, its no big deal and my blog is certainly on the list of blogs which get updated the least, but i would surely like to think i update more than he does. i guess it might be due to the fact that he is still in town. is there some unknown fact i am missing. i try not to worry and would like to think that you girls are my friends, as you are.

ah nevermind, im just wigging out. i wonder what maddy will do........she'll be fine, i think it would help if she thought of college and being away from all this next year. i know that i wanted to get out of my house and just start over at a new school just so i could prove it to myself and my parents and i dont know.

i wish i had spent more time and actually had a relationship with my parents, especially my mom, because i think i blamed them and held too many grudges for things they did. i mean, look how good i managed to turn out, they had to be doing something right, right?

yeah, my bad, bummer man, anyways

id like to reintegarte myself into the social dynamic that is casti if only for the undeniaBility that you'll be gone next year in some way, shape, or form. i just now got aim so i can talk to you (perverbial you) whenever, and id like to keep in touch before all is lost.

so on that note my aim: motherofgod36. it's from super troopers, oh yeah!!! aim me plaease!!! i already have kathryn's aim and id like some others, so just give me a holler and id be happy to citchat and remanisce.

anyways, i will continue to stay informed on the various blogs around the web so keep em posted, and i will try to do my part in keeping this updated for those who care. :-P

welp, its time for sleepy, good luck and hopefully this will all work out in the end.

ps - you know who you are - i still read your blog because i care and i want to know you. id love it if you im'ed me, but whatever helps you you should do. and i dont want this to sound like you're the only one affected, you're not alone. i kept looking forward to college that i didn't see what was right in front of me and didn't appreciate what it was. you were there the entire time, sleep well.